Numb

I no longer feel
and I no longer cry.
My heart no longer beats for you
and I don't quite know why.

Although I still feel
a part of me is missing.
Never again will I find myself
wishing.

Wishing you were by my side,
here to keep we warm.
Because I realize now
when your around,
I do the most harm.

I do harm not to others,
but to myself.
This is only because I couldn't
express how i felt.

Now as I express my feelings,
not a tear leaves my eyes.
I don't feel a thing,
so why would I cry.